liverchunks (09:49 PM) :
haha....jia..u noe what. i think u need to settle with things urself first. before trying to help others.
liverchunks (09:50 PM) :
i mean like moodswings. there's bound to be a reason for that....
liverchunks (09:51 PM) :
as in ...what i feel is like u trying to help others, but end up having to carry others' burdens. This is something very not easy and unpleasant lah. ya
liverchunks (09:52 PM) :
anyway that's what i learnt from my own experience lah. haha...not directing at anything about u.... don't think too much k... =)

as always.. the astute sensible liverchunks. hee :) and all becos i asked her if she was feeling upset over having to drop a sub after reading your blog. i duunno wat to say girl. but maybe u wouldnt want me to say anything? could feel your distress and everything so clearly. if anything, you write really well girl. life is full of ups and downs ya. stop faulting yourself already dear. its time to take action and not to 'cry over spilt milk'. you can do it :) love you dear :)