i am like, so gonna be so zombie-ish today in school. it is like, 5.45 am in the morn now, which is not a big deal. the big deal is, i woke up very early. very early.like, maybe, 1.45 am? sigh. i am mad.
its all yesterday's night's fault. everytime i get that agitated i cant do anything. so all my wonderful plans of doing homework and what not goes to waste. and i just go to sleep. or rather, try to sleep. escapism.
so i set my alarm clock for abt 4 cos by sleeping so early (at 9+ 10) i really should do some work ythe next morn. but my 'internal clock' woke me up at 1+ so i was like, what the heck.
feb 6. i'll never forget this day man .the hateful day i went into hospital, and ruifen's birthday. hateful not so much becos of the hospital stay (that was quite fun in a sense, having pple come visit me and all hee hee), but in that it signified the beginning of this. which has brought me an inexpressible amount of grief. and i ask, why, Lord? will this never cease?
its all yesterday's night's fault. everytime i get that agitated i cant do anything. so all my wonderful plans of doing homework and what not goes to waste. and i just go to sleep. or rather, try to sleep. escapism.
so i set my alarm clock for abt 4 cos by sleeping so early (at 9+ 10) i really should do some work ythe next morn. but my 'internal clock' woke me up at 1+ so i was like, what the heck.
feb 6. i'll never forget this day man .the hateful day i went into hospital, and ruifen's birthday. hateful not so much becos of the hospital stay (that was quite fun in a sense, having pple come visit me and all hee hee), but in that it signified the beginning of this. which has brought me an inexpressible amount of grief. and i ask, why, Lord? will this never cease?
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