i've taken the drop/change subject form, my fater has signed it, now all i have left to do is fill it up, the reasons why i wanna drop econs s, and hand it in. pple whom i've told are mostly like, why drop, dont drop la, or at least not yet... haha. at least i'm only dropping one (for now). was really considering dropping both at one point. was pretty tensed up over studies and academics for like the past month or something. and actually to think of it, i nv really wanted to take econs s. in j1 i already thot i wld take just one, chem, then i miraculously got the A i wanted for chem for econs instead, and u know how everyone says s papers r impt for overseas scholarships. but i've thot abt it, and i came to the conclusion that i dont particularly wanna go overseas, cant imagine myself going overseas. so.. haha. yea. bye bye econs s. anyway i am NOT an econs shen or anything. econs is as mind boggling to me as to everyone else k.

yu know, actually i think most pple think abt dropping s papers at one point or another. peiyan when i told her was like, hmm shld i drop econs s too then i'm like dont be silly dont be influenced by me. and grace too has thot abt dropping. and shifeng. so yea. i guess it boils down to who actually acts on it and drops it. to be honest i feel like a coward, running away from econs s ahahah.. but oh wells. maybe if not for econs s common test coming up soon i wouldnt drop it yet? dunno la. my econs teacher was also telling em to hold up, to just learn from the process. but i want my free time. and frankly, i'm LAZY. yes. dont like doing extra work heh. that applies to doing chem s tutorials too. haha nvmind.

anyway i shall not bother so much now. it was only after talking to Kimberly that i felt much better. realized i hadnt been doing proper qt for ages. and she was reminding me to trust god, to believe that god loves me, to know that he's always in control no matter what we do. so yea. then after i talked to jason, who told me to keep my options open and not drop both at one time, decided to drop econs, cos anyway was reluctant to take that last year.

enough said.

i just realized that in a matter of hours wei will be back... and i didnt even know?!?!?!? wah!!!yay :) and in a month, eunice will be back, though she'll be goin cambodia. and As r coming nearer muahahaha.