what can i say?

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Galations 5:22,23

Thursday, July 29, 2004

what ever happened to the values of humanity
what ever happened to fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity
lack of understanding leading us away from unity
 
haha. my favourite part from 'where is the love' by black eyed peas. quite interesting,how even in econs lec elaine wong was showing us that mtv. hmm. wells. oh, reminds me that i still owe shifeng her 'spirit' sound track ack. i'm such a dreadful procrastinator. feeling quite bad that i still haven done grace's bday present, her bday being in dec last year. sheesh. just like how i felt when i procrastinated on fi's bday present heh sorry! haha. sw's present is bought liao jus haven give ahahah.

at home now. quite a nice serene feeling somehow now. the weather's semi-nice, its windy and cloudy and gonna rain like, a bit sad and dismal weather, but the kind i rather like. that is if i'm not sad or anything, then it wld aggarvate it and make me wanna cry. hey, i think i cry less now!! heh.

hmm, so i went for track finals yest, with xh lum py liv jac and later alex turned up. quite cool, we clinched both boys and girls championships! but like, there were pitifully few rj suppoters there.. hai. i dunno why but i always thot track was quite hyped up one, guess i was wrong. oh and at least rg track was third for b div. hmm... really quite exciting to watch.. those pple running for their lives r like fighting a battle, one that us onlookers will nv understand first hand, we can only give verybal words of support, but they stand alone in their world of track which only trackers can comprehend. just like non band pple wont totally understand how we feel when we get excited over concerts and stuff. a kind of alienation?

wish i had more energy and more time. then i can always do the little thing i wanna do, like write lil notes to friends occasionally. ah wells.

there's a kind of happiness close/good friends cant give each other, in a sense maybe cos they take each other for granted, or have expectations. thats why sometimes when we meet up with pple we haven seen/interacted/talked to for a long time, its a really good feeling that makes ur day.

oh. and.. that day why i said sorry cos i was feeling bad, cos rmmr i suddenly burst out and said i was feeling irritated and said u 2 were tlaking so i cldn't concentrat.. sorry ah, i really wasnt blaming u 2 or anything. just irritated with myself for not being able to flcos. and then later also when u took my phone to delete ur pic (hee hee :P) then i was like eh what u doing dun read the msgs, that kinda implicated a mistrust. i'm sorry. i know u wldnt do anything like that, i was just.. dunno leh. hee.

 

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