i realise 4 months is going to be over soon and i haven done all that i wanted to do...
ie, cooking lessons with fi.
dancing lessons with batchmates or mei's mei.
read a substantial amt of my bible.
sort out my photos
decorate/tidy up my room
etc etc etc.

wells.. at least i did get to go for hol with my bro and his friends.
i'm just wasting time again... drifting along aimlessly. so scary. everyday i go home bum bum and feel dissatisfied.. laziness which grows and grows and which if not stopped will consume me.

every single day should be lived purposedfully. and just u rmmr that wah chia ling.

a lot of things i need to remind myself...