got quite a lot of thought abt various things that i'd like to pen down... but... the t word.. .or rather, the l word haha. after typing such a relatively long entry for the batch blog... dun feel like typing a lot for now. dun feel very optimistic abt batch outings oh wells haha. and actually i want to write emails to pple. but wells. the l word. or is it the t word.

haha sorry if i'm being confusing.

what will tmr afternoon bring i wonder... in any case, it'll be an experience. thank you for giving me this opportunity dear... i just gotta commit everything to Him. He's been unbelievably good... things have been good... i couldnt ask for more. oh yes. except maybe, discipline over my wallet haha.

i have this uncontrollable to buy things whether for myself or for others these days. at least if its for others its more justified i feel. in a way.

that emotional one hour 2 nights ago. haven cried so hard till i'm like gasping in quite a while. but it was good to let it out. bringing up the past. digging ou the skeletons burried in the closet which has, nevertheless, made me the person i am today. i'm glad for her to be our 'arbitrator' in a way... helping them to see my point of view and vice versa. i'm also glad that when i walked out things were alright, normal, grudges-less btw us. =)

things are coming together and making sense in a way i never thought they would. and for that, i'm glad. what can i say? Thank you Lord. All in Your time indeed... teach me patience and faith i pray.

so much to thank You for... for You've blessed me abundantly.

for eg, today, for someone so much like me in a sense, i'm so glad you enabled me to find her. i finally have a better understanding of what people mean by chemistry btw friends. Haha! you black hearted woman! (btw i have things to say to u which i guess i'll write in my reply emails =D )

for so many other people... oh this is a good point to mention that so mnay people are so so dear to me... =)

i'm feeling so full cos of the delicious home cooked meal i had just now, plus the yam paste... ahem just kept scooping more food onto my plate whilst someone else ate pretty little i feel i was eating her share muahaha. if u were here i wldnt be so full now! hehe :) and i will, erm, persuade her to take photo with me next time for sure :D