its queer, but at times now, it really does seem that i've never been so relaxed in my entire jc life, or at least, haven been this relaxed for so long, but guess what, prelims have officially started with pracs! gosh. life is weird man.
and as grace commented, our class seems to bond at the weirdest times. like, now. when erm lessons have kind of officially ended and there's not much left to look forward to as a class. ah well. in macs briefly today, she said that perhaps she'll miss our class after all. and asked me if i wld, yups i wld, to a certain extent. after all being with them for a large part of sch life does count for something yah. and, hmm, tho i like each individual just fine, somehow as a class, we wld choose our ccas over class. intersting. and hui en the other day asked if i thot that perhaps our classmates r not really their own natural real selves with the class.. like maybe, more subdued personalities. perhaps, perhaps.
and that brings me to another point. how, somehow, i tend to have sweeter memories of things after they're over. or does that apply to all in general for most things? like, during the europe trip itself it wasnt super wonderful, but now i look back and i think it was quite a great experience. thats only one example of cos.
anyway, so, hmm. another point. i guess everyone consciously or subconscioualy ranks their friends right.. like who takes top priority, who's closer, better etc etc. somehow i nv explicitly tho abt ranking of friends. and dont want to either.. it'll be so hard, tryin to think who's more impt than who etc etc. and i wld hate having to so called 'choose' btw pple. unless of cos there is someone i'm really much closer to. i rrmr how last time when pple ask those kind of question abt, if A and B were drowning, who wld u save etc, i wld think to myself, gosh, if both were pple i really lov, then some a decision wld be agony, i wld save neither, kill myslef also ahahha. k i guess that's quite stupid. i'm a stupid girl!~ =P
anyway i asked grace that in macs today, if she ranks her friends, and she replied cheerily "of cos!" Somehow that answer kind of surprised me. haha. so i asked her where do i rank, and she replied somewhere in the middle. i asked if xiu ming and sarah were at the top, she said no lah, ruifen was. hmm and that was a lil weird, when i recalled how ruifen was my best friend in sec 1 and 2. ahahha.
i shall not ask pple where i rank to them anymore hee.
ok more domestic news. my mom is the best, she keeps goin to buy groceries, and spents multiples of twenty each time so as to get a stcker to redeem for crockery. its like really stupid la, she often has to anyhow buy other stuff, like more milk and soya bean, or yoghurt, so as to hit the 20, or 40, or 60 dollar mark. to get 20 or 30 stickers for each 20 buck spent to get a pot or a pan. i think she;s getting conned indirectly man.
oh haha i change my mind, think i'll launch into panic mode soon. heh heh.
and as grace commented, our class seems to bond at the weirdest times. like, now. when erm lessons have kind of officially ended and there's not much left to look forward to as a class. ah well. in macs briefly today, she said that perhaps she'll miss our class after all. and asked me if i wld, yups i wld, to a certain extent. after all being with them for a large part of sch life does count for something yah. and, hmm, tho i like each individual just fine, somehow as a class, we wld choose our ccas over class. intersting. and hui en the other day asked if i thot that perhaps our classmates r not really their own natural real selves with the class.. like maybe, more subdued personalities. perhaps, perhaps.
and that brings me to another point. how, somehow, i tend to have sweeter memories of things after they're over. or does that apply to all in general for most things? like, during the europe trip itself it wasnt super wonderful, but now i look back and i think it was quite a great experience. thats only one example of cos.
anyway, so, hmm. another point. i guess everyone consciously or subconscioualy ranks their friends right.. like who takes top priority, who's closer, better etc etc. somehow i nv explicitly tho abt ranking of friends. and dont want to either.. it'll be so hard, tryin to think who's more impt than who etc etc. and i wld hate having to so called 'choose' btw pple. unless of cos there is someone i'm really much closer to. i rrmr how last time when pple ask those kind of question abt, if A and B were drowning, who wld u save etc, i wld think to myself, gosh, if both were pple i really lov, then some a decision wld be agony, i wld save neither, kill myslef also ahahha. k i guess that's quite stupid. i'm a stupid girl!~ =P
anyway i asked grace that in macs today, if she ranks her friends, and she replied cheerily "of cos!" Somehow that answer kind of surprised me. haha. so i asked her where do i rank, and she replied somewhere in the middle. i asked if xiu ming and sarah were at the top, she said no lah, ruifen was. hmm and that was a lil weird, when i recalled how ruifen was my best friend in sec 1 and 2. ahahha.
i shall not ask pple where i rank to them anymore hee.
ok more domestic news. my mom is the best, she keeps goin to buy groceries, and spents multiples of twenty each time so as to get a stcker to redeem for crockery. its like really stupid la, she often has to anyhow buy other stuff, like more milk and soya bean, or yoghurt, so as to hit the 20, or 40, or 60 dollar mark. to get 20 or 30 stickers for each 20 buck spent to get a pot or a pan. i think she;s getting conned indirectly man.
oh haha i change my mind, think i'll launch into panic mode soon. heh heh.
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