remembered something i had wanted to blog abt, which is actually a memory ahaha. nothing much, just that staying back late in sch the other day suddenly brought to mind staying overnight in rg band room the night b4 (sheesh i was going to type finale spiritoso) adios amigos. guessit was cos it was already 10 pm, and in fact if we had just remained in sch illegally no one wld know or care. unlike that night when i arrived late at night, and how i later freaked everyone out, so that when we went to the hall toilet we were creeping along with a torch light, so that the security guard wouldnt see us. oh yah, cos of that, also got the others to turn off the corridor lights. oh man. quite funny. was so scared we wld get discovered and get into deep soup! unlike here in rj, dun even have security guard lah, how slack. seriously, just camp illegally overnight also no one know or care. except that here there's no incentive too cos there's no nice air conned band room complete with seemingly clean soft toys, cushions etc. haha. quite funny to recall that night.

jialing is going blind.
jialing cannot ee the screen clearly during physics lecture.
jialing needs to change her spectacles
btu she doesnt dare tell her parents yet haha. or maybe she's inert too.

so... jialing will continue being blind for the time being. hai.
if one day jialing walks past u without acknowledging u, its not cos she's being dao ok.

jialing wonders why its so easy to backslide. ok actually jialing knows why, becos jialing often backslides. its just that its kinda discouraging, and contradictory. if only everyone was as steadfast as grace or another of my classmate hui en. faith. not that jialing is some super pious girl of cos.

as u can see, jialing is rambling.