sound the tumpet fanfare! raise the flags! cos... teo shu en is online again! after like... donkey and monkey years. this is another historical moment. may it mark the beginning of another period when she's online more often.. but not addicted :P as things wld have it, by some strange turn of events, i was at my old comp just now, which has icq, and irc instead of msn. deja vu. imagine my immense surprise on seeing the oh so familiar 'sela' nick. missed it man :D really reminded me of those days.. when she was addicted to the net (hahaha dun deny it) and was so busy i had to specially come online to talk to her! gosh.

having lived 17+ years on this earth.. its like there r so many memories behind anything and everything. everywhere i go i get reminded of things.. its so amazing. was in toys r us today and saw big soft toys which reminded me of mao mao... dear mao mao. think its been quite long since i thot of that bear. wonder how he?(she? ok he i think) is now.. collecting dust in rg band room i guess. time for a visit to ikea soon to visit mao mao's siblings ahahha.

its such a thrill to run with the wind in your face and caressing ur hair. when there's no sun to blaze down but the beauty of the night sky instead. tonight's a beautiful night. in fact these days, the nights r all really lovely. and just now there was special lighting effects some more... as if the sky was a huge stage =D nothing like a good run to reestablish equilibrium. well ok not just a run... but yah, the run helps :)

and what is it with seoul garden?! 'class' dinner for shuyi was in seoul garden, and today rg section chalet dinner was ther too. so i didnt join them for dinner. am so not in the mood to stuff myself with food thankew very much. quite funny. so in the end neither ginny nor i joined the section tho we had intended to at least visit them. wells no big lost aniwaes :P


i'm in a talkative mood today! ahahaha! wow moods really come and go. i guess thats why they're called moods.

'last' day of work at the pawnshop today. haha. pseudo working cos its really quite slack. can read books/magazines, sleep, listen to music etc etc. best part is getting to know my relatives better. but i cant stand it! my room is like a rubbish dump. sigh. i'm surprised my mum hasnt grumbled yet.

the men in my family are all away! hahaha. and so the girls will play. ok talking crap. when the cat is away the mice will play.

early morning (think 1am) snack of mini oreos. how unhealthy eh.

lotsa cds to buy. i'm a good citizen, i'm helping to boost the economy... via the multiplier effect! ahahah. but gosh really think i've been spending quite a lot. oh wells.

am turning nocturnal! whee! quite funny. i wonder if its to do with ym so called work. at least now i can somewhat understand how my cousin far far away in new york can work the entire day away but still be up on the comp till the wee hours of the morning. she's mad la. she sleeps pathetially few hours a day. hai. wanna visit her. if only cld visit her during xmas. anyway, its like the day only really begins when u get back from work.. hahaha. during work u feel tired and all, but once u get home, *poof!* u come to life again. hahaha. but really.. working life is darn sian (if u're doing things which u have no interest in or which is very repetitive and boring etc).. i shld rmmr this.. and treasure my life as a student while i can.. :D

its somewhat ironic how sometimes, knowingly or unknowingly, we hurt others the way we've been hurt. haha.