anyways, wjilst i'm feeling normal, thought i'd blog more... haha. but before that, i have a HUGE apology to make.. sorry all if u've been sms-ing me at times and i either dun reply or take forever to reply... i know sorry no cure lah, but wells.
went to ali's blog just now. haven spoken to her in such a long while.. and still haven. kind of lost contact actually (it happens for like almost everyone.. pple who do mean something to u but somehow times just passes and then u realie u haven seen everyone in a million years. gah. ) maybe its me... but the way she writes now in her blog seems different leh. haha. and the current few entries.. abt rgssb and all... i've been feeling somewhat sad in a way that our batch hasnt met up in so long.. that the last time we met was erm two years ago for wei's amada's oct's farewell. and now cos shu is leaving then we finally meet again.. its like, so it takes a fare well to get us together again? when calling peeps and all.. how pple seem not very enthu.. somewhat discouraging. didnt those four years as batchmates mean more?
then again.. our batch wasnt exactly close 'close'. in the end, turnout was good... and i realized that yah, i cant expect too much. that so many did turn up in the end after 2 years does reflect how we do treausre all tht we shared.. with the passing of time though, its inevitable that everyone will have moved on and in different directions. everyone's so busy and all... to have a real gathering is pretty hard. in any case, those few hours were not enough.. i barely got to really talk to pple.. oh wells. hadnt seen christinanana and tinky in so long! reminded of how cute xinhui and crystal were whenever they squabbled.. hahahha...
and i'd forgotten that it was cadenza 8. memories. so many things we forget.. but wells, not good to rmmr everything if it'll just lead to sadness at the times gone by. i quote mummy... "but noeing tt de good times will not cum back again is quite simply...tragically sad."
went to ali's blog just now. haven spoken to her in such a long while.. and still haven. kind of lost contact actually (it happens for like almost everyone.. pple who do mean something to u but somehow times just passes and then u realie u haven seen everyone in a million years. gah. ) maybe its me... but the way she writes now in her blog seems different leh. haha. and the current few entries.. abt rgssb and all... i've been feeling somewhat sad in a way that our batch hasnt met up in so long.. that the last time we met was erm two years ago for wei's amada's oct's farewell. and now cos shu is leaving then we finally meet again.. its like, so it takes a fare well to get us together again? when calling peeps and all.. how pple seem not very enthu.. somewhat discouraging. didnt those four years as batchmates mean more?
then again.. our batch wasnt exactly close 'close'. in the end, turnout was good... and i realized that yah, i cant expect too much. that so many did turn up in the end after 2 years does reflect how we do treausre all tht we shared.. with the passing of time though, its inevitable that everyone will have moved on and in different directions. everyone's so busy and all... to have a real gathering is pretty hard. in any case, those few hours were not enough.. i barely got to really talk to pple.. oh wells. hadnt seen christinanana and tinky in so long! reminded of how cute xinhui and crystal were whenever they squabbled.. hahahha...
and i'd forgotten that it was cadenza 8. memories. so many things we forget.. but wells, not good to rmmr everything if it'll just lead to sadness at the times gone by. i quote mummy... "but noeing tt de good times will not cum back again is quite simply...tragically sad."
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