hahaha.. have decided to remove the password thingy from my blog. as dear jacjac said, its kind of no point hehe.. and i have nothing to hide... :)

just web cammed with shifeng!!! AHHHH!!! darn cool... nice nice nice :) happy happy :) sorry girl for telling u abt stuff only now.. but at least then u didnt have to worry abt me :) i'm really very excited about many many things now! and and, if u ever have any questions abt christianity please feel free to ask me k.. i'll try my best to answer you... :)

problems. problems. had a good chat last night with a yep friend, iris. nice wise christian woman, who lives near me too :) Thank God for her... :) its like, God's so amazing for placing these people in my life...

some things that have to be done though they're hard to do so. some time off is good, and in this case, necessary. we've been too close. unhealthy. and its partly my fault for always giving in. for once, i know firmly what i have got to do, and i will do it, cos i want us to have a future... God bless and help you... and me as well...

anyway, the current christian song that i'm addicted to is entitled 'Home'! its super nice and happy and gives me a dancey feeling... (speaking of dancing, i'm very excited, i'm gonna go for dance lessons soon! with my mei's mei! jac jac! xiaohui! interested in dancing??? its very flexible one! come on.. something to look forward to in the hols yah after those dratful stressful exams... hehe :) )

thanks keying for calling yesterday and bringing dance into my life! u're a dear lil sister! i'm lookiug forward to dancing with you! :)

as for my dear mei... kexian.. jie will be praying for you throughout your As yah.. hang in there.. God is with you... :) mei, jie's got so much to share with you and tell you! :) meet up after exmas yah! :)

Home

Into Your courts i run with praises
flowing from my heart.
Every day i wake,
I sing Your song, it's the anthem of my life.

I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord,
bowed before Your throne.
In the house of God is where i find my peace.
it's where i find my home is Heaven.
One day Lord i will live.
In Your courts You'll find me
in worship at Your feet
Hide me now, in the shadow of Your wings,
where i will be, where i will be.

Your love is all i need.
So desperately I have sought Your face.
I know You hear my every cry and petition that i make

Jesus. Oh. You are my treasure...

this song is really really nice... i wish i knew how to make it the music accompanying my blog! someone teach me teach me! hee. then again... if any of you are nto comfortable hearing a christian song every time u visit my blog, do let me know and i'll change it yah.. all in God's time.. .:)

i'm excited. i'm really very excited. though there are times when i feel a bit down and tired... but generally its a happy crazy jialing, really like a new lease of life. Praise God! the only thing is what iris mentioned yesterday.. there'll be more of these phases to come and they'll get harder.. i cldnt help thinking that if at my first 'test' i was already so 'suicidal... how on earth am i going to last through life... but... God is good. I will trust in Him and depend upon Him to see me through this temporary stopping place we know as life... i will try to keep my eyes on the eternal goal... Lord help me i pray, for i am so weak and easily tempted. help me to surrender myself to You. Thank you Jesus :)

met my bro in Christ Jason Yip JIANG WEI yesterday... walked ard city hall area.. too many mnay things to see.. i was so excited... (haha i realise i keep typing the word excited.. cant help it.. i'm really excited... :D) too bad we didnt have time to go visit esplanade library together... shall leave it to the next bro-sis outing! :) i'm such a lucky blessed girl! and oh.. talking to iris last night, i suddenly wished i was going back to yunnan too... meiping huifang iris jason all going... darn.. it'd be such a great meaningful fulfilling experience! ah wells. never mind :) i shall look out for mission trips to go on with keying! :) God please grant us the wisdom to choose the right trip to go on... :)

anyway, to continue with yesterday, it made me realise that i seriously need to get a job and earn some income... cos ... i've been spending too much money!!! and cos there're so mnay more things i wanna buy!!! like, a trumpet!!! ($300 only, then next time i can bring my own instru for alumni pracs... coolness... happy happy!!! so nice to try out the trumpet in the store yesterday... hehe... :D) and and, i wanna get a digital piano!!!!!!! i wanna go for keyboard lessons! learn theory! ahhhh! think i'm bringin my mum to the store today to see... so yay... :) digital piano not as ex as piano also mah... :D and and and, i want to buy a guitar!!!! my very own guitar!!! that i can bring ard so that i can sing praises unto my Lord any time i feel like it! shifeng was so nice to say my playing+singing of "Pass it on" was nice... i feel encouraged... :) and i wanna go for vocal lessons too! i wanna sing! how cool if my occupation next time was to sing in a christian band!!!! ahhhhh!!!! JIANG WEI!!!! let me audition!!!! haha... :D

as u can tell from now, i'm really quite happy and excited... Praise God. =)

i wanna try acting and singing too actually... if anyone knows of any opportunities, do let me know and help me yah? ie like how to audition for an acting role or something... yups :)

fifififi dear!!! i web cammed with that teo weiwei for a while! coolness! i was sticking out my tongue at faizi and being totally childish.. oh how good to be childish again! :D u take care dear and study hard in your reading week yah? :):):):):) meeet up after ur exams! oh and if u're interested in dancing or pilates classes, let me know! we can go together! exciting!!!

jialing is excited =)