going crrrrrrrrrrrazy in the office. and entertaining my colleagues and myself in the meantime! i'm such good entertainment -beams-
nothing to doooooooo... good thing boss also not in so dont have to pretend to be busy. so come office and surf internet.
bubble tea again!
cadenza is soon! whee! heh. med students are hard at work. xhgabbykh dun be stressed!
want to write notes!
watched tv and talked as a family last night.
jialing likes the sat sun 7 pm show! she likes period dramas - period.
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i realised, that i dont have much time left.
with my parents, that is. My granpa just passed away at 87. my parents are 50 plus, my dad almost 60. meaning in a few decades time... they'll be gone too. somehow, when seen in the light that i only hav an estimate of 30 years lef with them.... it seems really fast. its a sobering thought. and it reminds me to treasure my parents.
can u imagine, seeing your parent in a coffin, lifeless, watching on as the coffin heads towards where it'll be reduced to ashes? or picking up the remains after the creamation, a piece of bone here, another piece there?
grief. sorrow. tears.
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i rmmr hearing about how people go to wakes and funerals of old folks and act sad. hwo people pretend to be sad that some relative of theirs' whom they barely know or dont really care about has passed on.
there was none of that at my granpa's;
all the grief, sorrow, and tears were genuine.
sadness, at the idolatary worship.
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how i want my funeral to be like!
hahahaha. i want a lot of flowers... hehe, jialing likes flowers. but not crysanthemuns and the usual flowers associated with funerals, wakes, deaths. no wreaths. i want happy typical pretty flowers like roses gerberras lilies tulips sunflowers =) and buy them from cheap mkt florists =)
so thick skinned right. maybe no one even wants to come to my funeral! hahahaha :P
hmmm. and like huifang, i shall leave instructions for my lifelong's collection of photos to be all around. happy memories! :)
and the cross at the front with the coffin. hee.
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You give and take away
You give and take away
But still my heart will say
Blessed be Your Name
:)
nothing to doooooooo... good thing boss also not in so dont have to pretend to be busy. so come office and surf internet.
bubble tea again!
cadenza is soon! whee! heh. med students are hard at work. xhgabbykh dun be stressed!
want to write notes!
watched tv and talked as a family last night.
jialing likes the sat sun 7 pm show! she likes period dramas - period.
------------------------------------------------
i realised, that i dont have much time left.
with my parents, that is. My granpa just passed away at 87. my parents are 50 plus, my dad almost 60. meaning in a few decades time... they'll be gone too. somehow, when seen in the light that i only hav an estimate of 30 years lef with them.... it seems really fast. its a sobering thought. and it reminds me to treasure my parents.
can u imagine, seeing your parent in a coffin, lifeless, watching on as the coffin heads towards where it'll be reduced to ashes? or picking up the remains after the creamation, a piece of bone here, another piece there?
grief. sorrow. tears.
-------------------------------------------------
i rmmr hearing about how people go to wakes and funerals of old folks and act sad. hwo people pretend to be sad that some relative of theirs' whom they barely know or dont really care about has passed on.
there was none of that at my granpa's;
all the grief, sorrow, and tears were genuine.
sadness, at the idolatary worship.
--------------------------------------------------
how i want my funeral to be like!
hahahaha. i want a lot of flowers... hehe, jialing likes flowers. but not crysanthemuns and the usual flowers associated with funerals, wakes, deaths. no wreaths. i want happy typical pretty flowers like roses gerberras lilies tulips sunflowers =) and buy them from cheap mkt florists =)
so thick skinned right. maybe no one even wants to come to my funeral! hahahaha :P
hmmm. and like huifang, i shall leave instructions for my lifelong's collection of photos to be all around. happy memories! :)
and the cross at the front with the coffin. hee.
-------------------------------------------------
You give and take away
You give and take away
But still my heart will say
Blessed be Your Name
:)
2 Comments:
haha it's ok.. really? yu really wanna go vietnam? :D i dun mind cambodia too :)
and at the expense of sounding morbid [why are we even talking about this], i'm sure there'll be people at your funeral yu silly toot :)
hey dear, I'm so sorry to hear about it. But yes, loss is a part of life. Don't worry, I'm sure you'll live your life such that all the flowers in the world won't make up for you :) I love you jie :)
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