mixed and ambivalent feelings.

very proud of her, for being so brave, for being so strong, able to put on a laughing cheerful face in spite of the emotional strain and the physical weariness. to still present her usual self so that others around her will not worry. when i heard her sing the song, i couldn't help but tear, it was all too touching, so genuine, that love for her beloved sister; so meaningful, the lyrics of the song. And it was evident from her voice how hard it was not to break down and cry as she sang, all the while face to face with her sister, even as tears rolled down her sister's cheeks..

just pray that God will bless and strengthen the union.