just came back from section dinner, where i didnt eat anything (cos its at fich and co, 'vowed' never to eat there anymore, simply think its overpriced haha) and left early (for that matter i arrived early). i wonder, i wonder, why do pple ask u to stay when anyway while i was there i wasnt talking much, had nothing to say, was somewhat bored in fact, kinda wasting time away. and they kept not letting me leave, and stupid angeline.. wah. ok nv mind. that girl ah sigh... then when i finally got to leave it was when kah chun just arrived, haha maybe he'll misunderstand and think i left cos of him. whatever la.

yesterday i stayed back late in sch.. till 9+, which is quite unusual for me. quite a nice expeience, doing work albeit super slowly (what to do i'm slow). which reminds me, how when i wanted to leave the section the guys were like, nv mind la dont need to be top student la, u want to top your class, top rj, even top cambridge etc etc that kind of 'rubbish'. wellss... i wish. haha :) u know, it's pple saying this kind of stuff that adds to the feeling of one's identity so called coming from academic achievements. hate that. are we defined by how many As we get then. ok being extreme here but ya u get the point, yes?

got other stuff i wanted to put down but well another time la. let me sort out my thots.